Shhhhh, write your whisper here.

Okay, here’s my whisper.

I’ve always been an emotional person, never what anyone would call easy-going, but even with a personality given to temper flares I don’t think I’ve ever been so close to rage as I am every day.

I know my rage has built up over time, but the pandemic and many events surrounding it seem to have eroded my ability to manage it. I think there’s a persistent roar of existential rage all through my being, now. There’s always a storm brewing, and lots of weather to make every storm sharp and intense to a degree I will sometimes find bewildering only an hour or so later.

No way out but through, I guess. But I do get worn out by being so evidently close to the boiling point, so consistently, so persistently.