I can understand the joyous celebration of getting your vaccine. All of those selfies with your cards, then the tweets about the things you are doing after the second shot’s waiting period. I am so overjoyed that you get to go out in public.

It’s so effing normal.

But as I sit here, waiting for my number to come up, wondering if it will, wondering if the variants will swirl before my needle poke. I am doubting my own public celebration.

No matter how unfair you think things are, there is always someone getting a more unfair shake than you.

So eff you and your celebrations. Others are just stuck inside their lockdown homes just waiting.